| Location | Staines, Middlesex |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Miscarriage |
| Date of Birth | 2009 |
| Date of Death | 2009 |
| Visitors | 811 since 04/09/2009 |
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After having 2 children already, we always wanted more.
On the 15th February 2009, we discovered we were pregnant! We were scared and excited at the same time. Two weeks later at 7wks pregnant, Mummy got a sharp pain in her belly. I went up to the Early Pregnancy Unit and was scanned. We were told that there was a 5wk old sac, and that they were not sure if our dates were wrong or if we had lost you. We were told to return in 2wks. That was the hardest 2 weeks ever. We were hoping the dates were wrong and that we would see your little heart beating at our next scan on the 12th March. It wasn't meant to be and you had left us. It was heart breaking to hear those words. We decided to let you pass naturally and arranged to go back for a re-scan in 2wks. Those 2 weeks passed slowly, the scan date arrived and confirmed that you had started to leave Mummy. It was soul destroying to see on the screen. I wish that I could keep you forever safe but you had to go. I wanted to wait again, but after 5 days I knew that you wasn't going to leave on your own so I made the hardest decision ever...to have you taken from me. Daddy couldn't come down to theatre with me and I just remember crying so much. I didn't want them to take you away, but it was time for you to go. We miss you more every day and it gets harder as your Due Date gets closer. We never knew what sex you were and we thought you was a boy. That was until Mummy went to see a clairvoyant and she told us that you were a girl. Another little Princess. RIP Our Angel Keoni (taken from Mummy 01/04/09 - Due 10/10/09)
2 months after losing our Angel we discovered we were pregnant again. Oh how thrilled Mummy and Daddy were that we were getting given another chance, and you were so very wanted. Everything went well from the start! We were told by Doctors and Midwives that there was no reason to have you leave us....how wrong could they have been!! When you should have been 11+6 Mummy had a tiny bit of bleeding but the doctors reassured her that it was nothing to worry about and we were looking forward to seeing you at our scan in a few days time. 3 days later at 12+2 Mummy had a big bleed and knew something was wrong. At 12+3 Mummy lost a lot more blood and knew that you had gone. Our scan was the next day so we went along anyway. The sonographer scanned Mummy's belly but couldn't find anything. She did an internal scan and found you...but it was too late. You had left us 6wks earlier. It was so heartbreaking to yet again be told that our baby had gone. Mummy couldn't even look at the screen. I'm so sorry I couldn't look at you. We were sent home to wait for you to pass. I can't believe that you were taken from us too. We never knew what sex you were, but in my heart I believe you were a little boy, and that was confirmed when Mummy went to a Clairvoyant and she said that you were a boy. Another little Prince. RIP Our Angel Luka(Left Mummy 02/09/09 - Due 12/03/10)
RIP Angels....play together nicely.....We Love You Soo much!
All our Love, Mummy, Daddy, Big Bro Jake & Big Sis Kyla xxx
Thank You
To my Dearest Angels, Keoni & Luka....
I am so sorry I haven't been able to write to you for so long but I have thought about you every single day.
You know why mummy hasn't been around for a while...
I wanted to say a big Thank You for looking after mummy whilst I was in the hospital and Thank You for looking over mummy and your new sister whilst we had a complicated time and throughout my surgery. I know you were looking down on us both and keeping us safe.
I miss you both so much.
Lots of Love, Mummy and your new baby sister Abigail xxx
To my Angel Luka
I can't believe that it is a year today since you left mummy. We had already been told that you had passed, so we were expecting it to happen but it was still devestating. I think about you and Keoni every day and wonder what you would be like had you both made it.
I love you so much and feel that no one really understands Mummy and how she feels about losing you both. I just wish so much that you were here with me.
You are and always will be my babies!
Love and miss you so much. Mummy xxxx
My Beautiful Babies
Please look over your baby sister for me my angels! Mummy is so scared at the moment....please keep her safe and growing inside me until she is ready. You know the problems mummy is having right now and we really need her to continue growing for a few weeks. Please look over her and make sure everything is ok.
Love you both so much and miss you terribly!
All my love, Mummy xxxx
Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
My Angels
To my Dear Angels, Keoni and Luka,
Mummy is sorry that I have not written to you for a while...but I know you understand her reasons.
Luka - we released some balloons for you on your due date. There was one for you too Keoni....we hope you liked them!
Mummy misses you so much! I think about you all the time. I also want to thank both of you for the special gift you have given mummy :0) I know you are looking over Jake and Kyla and your new brother or sister growing in mummy's belly! We can't wait to meet him/her and we know that you are keeping the baby safe for us! I know that they will have their big brother and sister looking over them!
I love you both so much!
All my love, Mummy xxx
A year ago yesterday I found out I was pregnant with you Keoni...it was such an emotional day that day! We weren't expecting you but we soon got very excited about it.
its still very painful that you were taken away from us so soon.
I miss you so much. Both of you.
All my love, Mummy xx
Happy New Year
Happy New Year my Babies!!
You should be with hus celebrating but I know you are looking down on us all from Heaven!
Miss you both loads and pray that our 2010 is better than 2009.
Love you lots, Mummy xxx
My Babies
I've been thinking of you so much more than usual as Christmas is approaching.
Keoni - You should be here with us.... nearly 3 months old now. There's so much you should be doing. You should be smiling and gurgling. Instead Mummy has to come here and write to you.
Luka - Mummy should be nearly 29 week pregnant with you. We should be getting exciting at your imminant arrival. Instead, I too, am here writing to you.
I miss you both so much, more than words could ever say. We'll meet again one day, I promise. Mummy will be there to take care of you...but for now, please watch over your brother and sister.
I love you.
Mummy xxx
Keoni - I hope you like your balloon that we released for you yesterday on your due date.
Mummy misses you so much! I wish you was here with us xxx
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